I feel as though I’m in a pit and I can’t get out. There are too many people (myself included) shoving me down. And the more I fight and fight the more I get pushed down.
When does it stop? When can I stop fighting? I feel so overwhelmingly hopeless.
I’m just not in a good place right now. And it seems that I keep telling myself “what else?” or I can endure more, and I’m not sure if I really can right now. I don’t know what else I can handle. All this bullshit is to the rim of my limit.
I’m a fighter but I can’t fight forever. I’m tired. I’m done.